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howdy I'm ellen
- far too obsessed with faith lehane
- fixated on eliza dushku's everything

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You just found me in the wrong u n i v e r s e. That’s all. This is, as they say, the darkest timeline. Everywhere else, nay, “everywhen” else — us in the Civil War, us in Ancient Egypt, us in the swinging ’60s — we are happy.

If this theory holds, well, by the law of averages, there had to be one universe — just this one — where we don’t end up together. Here and now just happens to be it.

If you’re sad, do like I do and just think of the other ‘verses. The ones where I believe in love and where I don’t hate myself and where I never feel the need to kamikaze relationships. A universe where we can have nice things.

Because you could have loved me forever. And maybe in another universe, I let you.


— Fuffy Fic Rec List —


I tried to organize this but wow did that not work


The Girls In Question (each part is different, PG-13 to R) by TigerDragon: This is my favorite series ever. Starts during Season 3 and continues on until after Season 7. Sexy, fluffy, angsty, funny—what more do you want?

The Damned Series (NC-17) by Bkitty: Two short parts, and then a third epic-ish ending (like SO SO long it’s perfect). Post-Season 7 fic. Both Faith and Buffy have OC love interests, but this one of the funniest, most well-written, and in-character fics ever. 

The Fire In Her Eyes (M) by Imrryr: This is a WIP, but you’re already able to tell how heartbreaking and satisfying the story will become as it progresses. Faith comes back from prison at the end Season 4 because the scoobies need her—Buffy doesn’t want her. 

Find A Way (M) by Bobina: Angst. Good angst. 

Most anything Electra has written (I especially like After The Fall and Walk The Line)

Ze Me Souviens (NC-17) and Walkabout (NC-17) by Zulu

Chutes and Ladders (M) by aliceinwonderbra


The Tell Tale Tail (not rated, i’d give it PG) by Imrryr

What We Got (Is Everything) (G) by deird1

Five Good Things That Never Happened To Faith (PG-13), Coming Home (NC-17), and Of History (R) by M Phoenix 

Hope Has Wings (But Faith Has A Broadsword) (R to be safe) by lettered: This is my favorite anything about Faith Lehane. It’s beautiful and sad and broken and a little hopeful. 

Ten Road’s Series by aliceinwonderbra

Smut (just assume it’s NC-17):

Champagne , Five Times Buffy Lied & The One Time She Didn’t, and All The Lives That Could’ve Been Saved by Sapphire Smoke (praying that she finishes some of her WIP’s but they’re good even unfinished so)

Echoes of Faith (Dollhouse crossover) by me_llamo_nic

Most everything by Mac on Humor, Heart, Heat

Sympathetic Magic by Gloss

Check out Dylan for smut and plot

Better Luck with Girls (R) by shrift

Five by Five by Infinity by snowpuppies

There are so many more, but these are my favorites!

Bonus: go read Forging Bonds by rebelrsr on AO3. It’s Faith/Tara and it’s a prequel to one of their other stories and it’s perfect

I’m dying to test out the long bow. I think it’s gonna be my new thing.